i realised some stuffs that wasnt going to be yours, would never be yours unless we strive hard to achieve it!
never ever wait there just for it to come by to you. the feeling of satisfaction was never good too.

i decided to treat myself much much better, after all the nightmare that i have gone through before.
it just send tremors and chills down my spine if i were to go through it again.
didn't knew how i live for the past few years. thanks for always being by my side honey. and my family especially my mum and granny.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
thanks for the support.

never ever going to go back and also never ever going even going to think about it!
i just love the way life is now, and as what honey had said.
our life is starting to become more and more interesting.
sweet 21 is approaching (:
and i'm glad i have someone by my side if i am in need.
sweeties like;
honey (the lovely girl who is only lovely to me hahas*)
berlinda (the cutie CS chiongster)
kian (the most zai bung that i trust)
vanessa (the closest cousin i have)
yizhan (the BFF i have who is always there when i need help in IT stuffs)
hongkai (the BFF i have who always gives answers to me regarding weird qns)
michelle (the sensible girl)
raine (the girl i love always inside my heart)
alice (the crappy girl i enjoy going out alot)
brenda (the lao da within our group)
clairecia (the sensible girl 2)
khekyan (the comic-cal girl)
carmen (the sweet pie)

and much more which calculates to a very long list.

thanks for always being by my side.
always there to support me.

i learned to pamper myself. nt with products only of cos but spiritually, well being and mentally.
i love the way i can enjoy my afternoon shopping with the girls, slacking at starbucks, reading books alone quietly while drinking my fav drink.
enjoying the compilations i bought from that CD shop, under their inhouse brand, high society.
very classical and nice.

life is once again, enjoying up to the fullest.